Primordial
written by Avon
It hurts too hard to think
About shit that never was
Reconcile my feelings with another
Passing off what I felt just because

I'm feeling sorry for myself
It always happens when I go to bed
It hurts to hard to breathe
These thoughts that are in my head

I want to need you
I want to show you how I used to feel
Cannot shut up cuz I'm stupid
Thinking about shit that isn't real

She doesn't want someone who cares
She's only happy when she's with a guy who makes her cry
She doesn't want someone who cares
She's so used to being shit on almost everytime