When Jesus turned and saw them following, he said to
them, “What are you looking for?”
It’s so up front a question;
it so quickly cuts to the heart of the matter that it almost seems to jump off
the page. Because the question that Jesus asks of his first disciples before
even they are that is as relevant now as it was then. “What are you looking
for?” Why are you here? What brings you to this place each Sunday? What drives
you to do the things you do on the other six days of the week? What does it
mean to you to be a disciple?
In the class I’ve been
teaching on Lutheranism, we’re learned two major ideas of Luther. One of those
is that we, as humans, can do nothing to achieve our own salvation,
that it must and does come from God alone. That Christ in being
incarnate and living and dying and rising again, that is what saves us, and not our
lifestyle, our good works, or even the rightness or accuracy of our beliefs. That idea has presented us with a challenge, with a question that
has been gnawing on all us, teacher and pupil alike. That question is
this, if God indeed does it all, why should I do anything? Why should I bother
with good works and coming to church and doing all that? In other words, if God
does all the work, what then does it mean to be a disciple?
If you’re interested, we’ll
address that very question in the class in just a little while. But we’re also
going to address it to some degree here and now. Because the second major idea
of Luther that we learned is that God shows up in the most unexpected places in
life, that he is unpredictable, a God of surprises. And it is no coincidence
that as many of us here gathered struggle with this question, this challenge, that our very Scripture texts this Sunday bring
to us three stories of discipleship. Three stories that
answer our question.
What does it mean to be a
disciple?
The first is Isaiah. We’ve
been talking a lot about him lately. About how he receives a vision of a world
God wishes to create from this one, a perfect world, a world of harmony and
peace. In our first lesson, he tells his own story, dedicating a portion of his
prophetic work to the work of prophecy itself and his role therein. He says God
called him before he was born to this task, to call back the peoples of
Our second story is found
the opening passage from Paul’s first letter to the church in
Saul, a persecutor of the
church, full of zeal and bloodlust, struck down by a shaft of light on the
And then,
of course, John’s version of the calling of the first disciples. A little different version than the one we’re used
to with boats, and the “fishers of men” bit that comes to us from the other
Gospels. But the characters are still the same: James and John, Andrew and
Simon Peter. Called this time from the side of John the Baptist, of whom they
had been his disciples. Sent, in many ways, by John to Jesus.
“Look, this is the one I was talking about. Go follow him.” He essentially says.
And they do and Jesus asks of them the question that began this sermon. “What
are you looking for?” Jesus response to their answer is an invitation, “Come
and see.” Boy, do they have any idea what they are in for? We know through the
lens of history what becomes of them. Simon Peter, the leader of the apostles,
the first Bishop of Rome. James, leader of the
Three stories of ordinary
people, called to do extraordinary things. Each of them changed the world. Each
of them lived in service to others.
And so too
each of us. We are called as
disciples and children of God through our baptisms. And like these other
examples, we too are called not to live for ourselves, but for the world around
us, for all those who therein. We too have a tall order.
You see, because to be a
disciple is to be one who follows, who imitates, who learns from a master, from
a teacher. And we who follow Christ see in him one who lives to heal, to teach,
to comfort. We see in him one who goes even to the cross to die for the life of
the world, for us and for our neighbors. That is our model, that is our legacy, that is our calling. To do as Christ did, to live
not for ourselves, but for others. This is what it means to be a disciple.
Amen.