My Multitudes
I have 612 focuses in this physical reality; 104 of which I resonate closely with and 6 of which are within this present timeframe, although 2 of them have since disengaged. (Within simultaneous time all time is the Present.)
You can read about how I connect with my other focuses here, and read my communications with them here.
WiderDale is the name I've
given to the connection with my essence in the movement into the
acceptance of ALL of me: engaging the widening of my awareness
and opening to my periphery, allowing myself to be open to all of
my imagery, to be noticing and to access my natural abilities to
interpret what I am noticing and what I am creating. The key in
all of this is to be accepting and trusting of myself.
PresentFutureDale is a most
probable future me in this life. Of course she looks just like me
but what is of most importance to me is that she does not look
any older. In other words it won't be long until I remember we
are one.
Dalek is a FuturePresent focus of me after this
Shift in Consciousness is complete. He is presently male yet
remembers his ability to alter his choice of gender.
Mary Todd Lincoln is a
PastPresent focus of me. This is a shared focus with James being
Abraham Lincoln.
Hannah is a PastPresent Shaker focus of me. I
fell in love with a Shaker man and we both left the sect, married
and had 2 children. Both of us lived the remainder of our lives
together although with guilt.
Horath is a PastPresent German focus of me in
the late 1400's whose wife died. We lived alone out in the woods
and I remember walking back to our cabin after burying her. On
the mantle was a type of pendulum clock, only instead of it
swinging back and forth it swung in a circular motion.
I am an Aborigine in a
PastPresent focus.
I am a very recently disengaged female "alcoholic"
in another Present focus.
I've identified a future focus with my Present
husband James, towards the end of this Shift in Consciousness.
I have a PastPresent North African
focus in the 1700’s. I was homosexual, and homosexuality was
not acceptable and therefore much secrecy and fear was affecting
in this focus. I was a rather large and round man. African born,
yet Caucasian although tanned from the environment. Dark curly
hair. Quite affluent, pompous and holding a powerful place in
society. This gave me a sense of security that others did not
have and I used it in a threatening manner to disguise my fear.
My fear was expressed by being threatening to others. My Present
husband James was my boy although I had various other lovers.
Died of a heart attack in my early 50’s. I also shared this
focus with my Present friend Mary and another identified Present
friend. Our social circle was comprised mostly of the affluent
homosexual community, mostly involved in government and trade in
regards to import and exporting: rugs, furniture, fine fabrics, metal works, jewelry, etc. Trade and government made more than
just good bedfellows. Most of the time we were excessive but not
to the point of decadence. The common emotional draw was one of
fear of exposure. The common sexual draw is obvious.
A PastPresent male focus in China married to my
Present husband James. We were influencing of children to become
monks.
A PastPresent Roman Catholic priest in support
in minor position of Michelangelo’s works when they were not
yet appreciated.
I have also identified an other-dimensional
focus, a bumpy-faced guy.
I am a PastPresent architect involved in
designing the blueprints for the Sphinx.