Becoming PresentFutureDale - Dalek on Trust and Perception

I had a vision of a future version of me (PresentFutureDale) who was living her bliss and I was curious as to how to become that person. This is the information that I received:

~I began with a decision. It was a simple decision. Yes, it took me awhile to figure out what my decision was and that WAS the hardest bit. But the decision was based on something so obvious that I dared hardly believe that it was true. Come, you can allow this. Sense your fear? I do. Well. I can not tell you if you won’t let me.

~Here, we’ll begin another way. Once when you were young you came upon a story that resonated with you. Do you remember? It was ... no, you do not. You think you do, yet then you begin to think and doubt. It WAS the Blue Fairy. "Anything your heart desires will come to you." And it is that simple. You just do not trust your desire, nor that it will come to you. See? So how may it? You leave it no opening.

~Yes, you are moving in an efficient manner by avoiding those inputs that you know will distract you. And looking at everything that you see as a message to yourself. You ARE providing yourself with information, it is only that you decide to see it. Everything that you see reflected in someone else, everything that you get tweaked about, do not like, do not accept that you attribute to someone else is information to yourself. It does not matter what another does or says or thinks or feels. What matters and is of most importance to you, is how you are reacting to it. In THIS is the message. So you cut down on the messages that you give yourself, by avoiding much of outside contact, so that you may view them more efficiently.

~You are taking the first step by remembering to remember. Reminding yourself that you have decided to trust, even if you don’t. You are at least not going down that familiar path and pattern of doubting. A pause at the crossroads is accomplishing. You are beginning movement into knowing that every road is but a choice. And that every choice that creates conflict is not a choice that you desire to choose anymore. So, if you are moving and it is effortless, trust yourself. If you are moving into conflict, choose again. That simple!

~Do not feel overwhelmed by what you see in front of you, simply begin. Start somewhere. Anywhere, and you will see your next step.

~Your desire to find your desire is what will motivate you. Do not let it dissuade you that you do not know what it is yet. Let it motivate you, knowing that you are moving towards it. Trust yourself. "Those of little faith," that is a message to yourself that you project onto others. Have faith in your trust of self. You will accomplish. You see me in the future, but I am not all that far away. I am here, just around the corner from your present perception. You may talk to me, and Mary, and Hannah, and Dalek, and Horath, we are all here to help. Just ask.

I also enquired of Dalek.

~These glimmers you get of creating as if you were a child, the limitless-ness of what you imagined you could create, along with the glimmers of how you create in dreams, simply choosing again, these are your clues. It is NOT idle daydreaming, childish imaginings, but reality, because this is how you create your reality. It is not all that difficult. It is the allowing yourself to remember that seems difficult. It is so unfamiliar, so frightening because it is so unfamiliar, so against what you have been taught to do and expect. And this fear that you have that you will fool yourself, trick yourself, test yourself, make a fool of yourself - do you not see the clear validity of how un-accepting of yourself you are? That you believe you are your own worst enemy. That you will lead yourself astray, on a fruitless excursion, only to laugh at yourself that you do not "get it." This is duplicity - that you by design are flawed and must be taught your place. To be logical, you have created your life from this premise from your beginnings. Has it worked well for you yet? Has it served you well? Then what is to lose if you begin trusting yourself? What is to lose? You will not betray yourself. You will not. Ah, see how little and scared you feel. It is very familiar, yes? And that is comforting. You know how to do this well. And you may make yourself not feel powerful and not creating of your reality, and a victim to yourself and all circumstances and yet not make yourself happy. If it’s happiness you want, be so now. Now, and now, and now. Do not look at what you perceive you lack, look at what you have, and you have much. It is not a change in circumstance that you desire, it is a change in perception. Perception gives form to your reality. Form it with perceptions of your abundance, not your lacks. See?