Laughing Gas

OK, Dalek. I’ve been feeling you around for awhile. Your boy/girl-girl/boy energy. What’s up?

~Many frivolous bows to you as you recognize and acknowledge my presence. I’ve been lurking, so they say, around your periphery and awaiting your gracious admittance. Now that my gracious hostess has opened her Pandora’s box of fun for me to dwell in, lightly and sportily I step across the threshold with glee.

~YES! You do take things a bit on the serious side. And yes you have ad millennium. A serious sort you and I, although I tempt and focus my serious attention in much less withholding ways. I, like you, like to ponder away the hours, consorting with followers, conversing with the grains. But I do so with much deliberate-ness and not as a means to find THE answers or figure the RIGHT way out. This action, my dear girl, this attempting to find the right answer in all of your endeavors, is holding yourself, your energy back. Play! Play! This is your playground of your design and not a Mental Institution of Higher Learning! No plans are needed when building sand castles and mud pies. There are no rules when everyone is your favorite playmate. Laugh! and you will feel the allowance of your energy to flow more freely. Laugh and you will feel more like laughing. Laugh in spite of it all for it’s all not as spiteful as you choose to view. Laugh and the world laughs with you. Ha Ha!

Well isn’t that just dandy. I fancy a laugh. A laugh with myself and not at me. Sometimes though it just seems as if I am not creating in the manner in which I want. And then of course I think I’m doing it wrong. Or could be doing it better. Or should try some other method that will be more effective.

~But in each of these cases do you see that that which you are seeking you are creating in a future when you could be choosing to create that "feeling" NOW?

Yeah, I guess so.

~You may not see the objective imagery of that which you desire. You already know that the objective imagery is not reality. Perception is the reality. And that which you seek is an emotion, a feeling, not as defined within belief systems, but that which is an expression of essence. That which you desire to BE, IS NOW if you would only allow yourself an infinitesimal glimpse.

OK, OK. But the lure of the familiar is quite strong sometimes and I guess I heed the sirens call.

~And is not that music also beautiful and striking of a chord within? You needn’t ignore what you are creating, you may simply choose to "injoy" it for it’s own unique experience. In that, in that experiencing of your experience to it’s fullest, you will find that which you are looking for as you have all-ready provided it to yourself.

So like right now I could choose to feel this? To feel fulfilled and happy and not wanting of anything?

~Absolutely. Absolutely. It is merely your choice. Listen to me inside yourself. Listen and you will hear the remembrance of all that you are. All that we are. Across the millenniums of time I come and yet I’m all-ways here. Let my energy be felt within you. It will feel like a homecoming.