Questioning the Validity of Intentions

~Whatever you choose you may be successful at, or unsuccessful at. It is not the choice of event that determines the outcome. It is your choice of experience - success or what you term to be failure. This you DO know. The choice of event is simply a choice. Do you not see that you are furthering your belief in duplicity as you think that one choice may not be as good as another? Or that one choice must be better than another? Or that one choice is what you will have to live with regardless? You have asked this question to yourself over and over again and yet when you offer yourself your answer you tend to dismiss it. "The only failure is in not deciding." This information you asked for and received quite effortlessly yesterday. Now we know this is an expression expressed within the individual’s belief system, yet the kernel of truth may be viewed regardless. Simply choose from the viewpoint of what offers the most lightness and fun. These are not serious endeavors that you seek to create. The seriousness that you attribute to it is the belief that you attach to it. Within this belief is the belief that serious equals value and your identification with this form of value is a reflection of your un-acceptance of your value of self. It matters not whether you throw Frisbees for a living or are a brain surgeon. What determines your experience is the attitude with which you do so.

~Each time that you question the validity of your decisions, the validity of your intentions, the possibility of your success or failure, you very firmly remind yourself of your un-acceptance of self. This questioning is thinking things THROUGH, not creating from within. It is NOT being practical or rational, it IS being DRAMATIC. Drama is not synonymous with excitement. Trauma and overcoming trauma is not synonymous with success. It IS a choice that you now, very clearly now, choose to disengage. You have noticed how to notice and with this tool in hand you may quite easily use it with much benefit.

~So you hear yourself think, "Oh, I don’t know, I’m not sure, I don’t think so, I don’t believe," and in that you may listen, and notice and then also notice how you quite easily engage your self judgment and decide you are wrong. For even in not doing, even in this questioning of yourself, you have judged yourself as wrong to be questioning. It is THIS that you must currently practice noticing. NOTICE that you question yourself, there is no need to judge it. Yes, you question. Yes, you judge this questioning as wrong, not beneficial and not efficient. Yes, you notice. There is no other action that is required. You may let go and loosen the energy that you so desperately want to hold on to and to CONTROL and CORRECT. Recognize that no correction is needed. Let it go and simply perceive from your wider view and choose which direction you now wish to move in.