PastPresentHannah The Shaker

Tell me about Hannah.

~Hannah was much looking for a reason for being and in this she chose to establish relationship with what was known as the Shakers. The devotion to godliness and the strength of character required to stay straight the course was a limitation that she felt was quite enabling of her intent. Within this action she realized that without interruption and intrusion of other elements that it was much easier, yet it did not satisfy her craving for attaining godliness. She realized that it was much easier to be good when no bad was allowed entrance. With no bad allowed entrance, what was she striving to overcome? She quite aligned with the power and joy and commitment to the present moment in all it’s gloriousness, yet did not quite understand why some impulses were to be denied. Sex being the major. As she was aware of sex being much more than the physical act that it was commonly thought of to be, so she wished movement into the connection of energies and the drawing and pulling of such energies to engage. She did not view this interaction as moving against the desire to serve a higher purpose, but as a moving within it’s desire. She was not a Shaker for her entire focus - she was not born into it, she also did not die into it. She left the Shakers with a man of similar standards and although she led a happy life she continued to struggle with feelings of guilt concerning her decision. Bill, or William, he was called. This person in physical focus is a present friend. He continues to carry guilt in the guise of commitment to marriage. A bit differently than Hannah, he chose to express his feelings of guilt by being committed to his decision whether he thought he still desired it or not. A very common alignment with, "You've made your bed, now lie in it." Yours, Hannah’s, was more a, "What if they are right and I shall not get to heaven?" You quiet liked the clothing and the physical expressions and carried these influences with you throughout your days. You had a happy life, devoid of conflict, except for that imposed upon by yourselves to yourselves in an effort to find rest within your choices. This created a distance between you that you both held in respect. This being why you now, in this focus, still create trauma surrounding changing of decisions.