First Contact - FuturePresentDalek

I am getting much imagery regarding my beliefs about not aligning with mass beliefs. I sense that much of what was simply believable concepts to me, I am now conceptualizing. And I feel the flack borne of my fear. I also see imagery I am creating for myself in encouragement. This trusting myself, and it’s partner that I’ve been much more familiar with, fear, is indeed way deep. Self trust is not an all encompassing idea that I can cover my reality with, yet more an in the moment noticing and addressing and remembering that I have a choice to come from trust or un-trust of self. Un-trust has been the norm. Trusting myself is not a thought pattern that I insert in my day or week or year. It is a remembering in each moment, in each of my Nows. This un-trust of myself has been for me, and I suspect for the world as I know it, a basis of how I perceive my reality. Original sin at it’s finest expression. Separation from ourselves. Gods above and us below. This is how it has been, and it has been for so long in our collective memory, that to attempt to change it first takes very much effort to even distinguish. It is not thinking I am a good person, that I do good deeds, that I am not committing sins or wrongs. Un-trust is in my every second thought, my every second guess, in my every questioning of myself, and in every second of my retrospect. To live without immediate retrospect is to be in my own trust.

Well, OK future me. What have you been attempting to convey to me? Tell me about your world and how I am part of it.

~These glimpsings that you get are a bit like what you can expect, or like you do expect in me. They are not thought processes as you feel them now, but what our premise, our basis of reality is. We look back and see your methods as very inefficient in our thinking, yet truly creative and wonderful expressions of ourselves within the confines that we constructed to create within. There was much confusion as the reality of creating our reality became real to us. Much trauma as peoples most feared imaginings became alive and much wondrousness as peoples most embraced imaginings became their reality. It took some time, in linear terms, to remember the point of creating was ourselves. Our imaginings seemed to get ahead of ourselves until we truly grasped that they were borne of us. It is as if we created a dream or a nightmare and often forgot that we were the ones creating and instead mistook ourselves for only the participants. "What Dreams May Come"

~Within relationship we overcame, so to speak, our belief in the need to have another to share, as we remembered the sharing was, is, and is with ourselves. No thing was left inattentive. Now you are moving thru your beliefs regarding relationship needing tending and attention and what will replace that but uncaring you ask? Not uncaring, but no need, no needs. And what is my name you ask? It is Dalek as you suspected and I am not male or female but one which chose to be both or none or other. This is not to say that I am sexless, but that I encompass sexuality without choosing to distinguish the polarities. This is a brand new idea to you I see! I can choose to be capable of having an offspring, but I do not at this time and do not foresee it as a probable probability within my choices. I create concepts and experience them as forms of my value fulfillment. Many others partake in my creations and find "injoyment" in them also. Creating new concepts is a hobby of yours also, so to speak, in some manners, although within your reality you are tapping into most probable probabilities within a shift that you have designed. But they are new concepts within physical experience.

~I cannot tell you how much money is not a matter to us. Every need I can believe I have, I can easily and effortlessly provide to myself. I can create it myself or join in experiencing it as part of another's value fulfillment. It matters not. There is no thing I need.