Avoiding Crucifixion

I am here. How about telling me what it was that I was hearing/doing during my meditation because I don’t seem to retain much of it objectively lately.

~Simply, you are speaking to others. These others may be other focuses within the subjective realm or essences that are offering assistance. What you are "discussing" in your terms varies according to your present interest. This morning’s topic was, "How to Make Friends and Influence People." This, in regard to your present choice of conducting a class. You do not remember objectively what transpired but be assured it is assimilated.

What about my dream? (I do not have a record of this.)

~Much of the imagery that you presented yourself with you have already "figured out." It is also imagery of your feeling of separateness, always outside the fold, and of being chastised for your stand in following your own standards. Within the dream you knew that you made the right choice for you, but not according to others beliefs, and you very clearly see your belief in being "crucified" for that. This is bleed through action that you do not need to integrate into your present focus. It is simply a lending of energy for the purpose of understanding. Within the "offering" you showed yourself that riches will appear if you simply open to receive them. It is in the belief that you must endure suffering that you create that same suffering. As you opened to receive, the coins got larger and larger.